it didnt change ...

سرى بي هاجس الذكرى على متن الخيال وهام

يرد الذهن لأيام تعدتني لياليها

اضم الطيف بعيوني واعانق ساري الأنسام

واردد نغمة الماضي على قلبي واغنيها

الا ياليل ياطيف الغريب اللي سهــر مــانــام

تذكر له على بعد المسافه عين يغليها

there in the darkness standing all alone ...
thinking of all the times that have passed ... with or without him .. how my life changed in the last period ... what happened ..? we where in perfect cohesion ..
life was bright ...
im feeling lonely ... do you feel that too?
im feeling desprete ... do you feel that too?
im feeling clueless ... did you feel that too?

disabled.

retarted.

BEHIND.

Everything I used to do stopped since ive shifted to this new mode...
is life all about change....?
how come ... ive changed and im not happy...?
isnt life all about happiness...?
nevertheless ... im still asking .... what happened ....?

.....

in a blink ... i found my self in a new place ... new faces ... NEW ME ....
well ..... here i am standing in the same old place .....
thinking of you .... or in other words...

ME ....