Sunday, December 30, 2007

I have faith in you

"I have faith in you" is a sentence i heard at the end of my dream one night weeks ago. The unbelievably believable feeling i experienced while I heard that, is something I'll never forget; I would think it was real if i hadn't woken up. It gives me hope to hear someone say I have faith in you. Especially if that person is me..

Saturday, December 22, 2007

lost ME


بين انقاض الورق ... باحثاً عن نفسي بين صالح الجديد .. والصالح المستجد ... بين ماهو ينبغي .. وبين ما اريد ...

in this institution called college, ive seen other aspects of me .. a different face had shown .. while the acts are the same ... the wildness... happiness ... but im missing the thought ..........

ive been thinking about the name of the blog ... thoughts do matter .... its each and every one's thoughts..... and shifting from one extreme to the other might be bad .....

i cant imagine how our thoughts change without us knowing that .... our behavior might not change ... our acts may not also ... but the way we think ..... believe me it has changed .... i remember how i felt about certain issues ... and my look to different stuff .... and oh boy do i miss the old Me.... on the other side ... its good to be CooL ... to be mE ... but ... there are some lines that must be crossed ......


im still lost between Me and mE .... i hope i get the right equation as i move on the path ..

the true irony is ... that i call my self ... COOLEST EVER ... while my name is SALEH .....

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Half the Moon


I'm on the other side of the moon

I'm sure someone thought of this before..

but i'm thinking of it now

I'm on the bright side of the moon, what did you think?

You see when I said the other side, i assumed you were on another planet

Where you only see the dark

But brightness really only shines at night

To those on Earth

those who enjoy my shine

those who look at me and wonder

"is that a man on the moon i see"

No dear, it's a woman, it's me

Friday, December 14, 2007

sign away my life...


without darkness there would be no light
without a husband there would be no wife
without day there would be no night
without me there would be no MY life.

Life works in many ways, left ways, rights ways,
Stupid ways, nice ways, basically…

Opposite ways…

When we sign the contract of living in this world,
We sort of take responsibility of bearing it all.
We bear the good and the bad.
We bear the life and the death.

Its all in this clause that states “free will”
Being non-omniscient of course makes this 'will' harder,
We don’t necessarily always choose the right path, we don’t always necessarily choose the path that will make us happy, we simply choose. We choose and hope for the best.

We choose and we bear it all.

You signed the contract…
“I (insert name) take responsibility for all that I have chosen, and will live with its consequences, I acknowledge that I have the free will to choose, and thus bear it all.”

Signed…