Saturday, December 22, 2007

lost ME


بين انقاض الورق ... باحثاً عن نفسي بين صالح الجديد .. والصالح المستجد ... بين ماهو ينبغي .. وبين ما اريد ...

in this institution called college, ive seen other aspects of me .. a different face had shown .. while the acts are the same ... the wildness... happiness ... but im missing the thought ..........

ive been thinking about the name of the blog ... thoughts do matter .... its each and every one's thoughts..... and shifting from one extreme to the other might be bad .....

i cant imagine how our thoughts change without us knowing that .... our behavior might not change ... our acts may not also ... but the way we think ..... believe me it has changed .... i remember how i felt about certain issues ... and my look to different stuff .... and oh boy do i miss the old Me.... on the other side ... its good to be CooL ... to be mE ... but ... there are some lines that must be crossed ......


im still lost between Me and mE .... i hope i get the right equation as i move on the path ..

the true irony is ... that i call my self ... COOLEST EVER ... while my name is SALEH .....

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

felt this way at the start too, you will find yourself.

~EmzGurl~ said...

all of that or you probably are just getting yourself confused with all the new things that are evolving in you....stuff that you always had and never knew about.....if you look at it that way ..... then you ain't changing or losing your old self.....you just evolving and looking at yourself from all the different dimensions!

Come on.....you ROCK~
JUST BE YOURSELF!