being unable to communicate with the surroundings is hard to live with ...its like you are in a glass jar, where everybody passes by ... but no-one shows any reaction to your movement ...
talking without anybody hearing you
moving without anybody watching you
being there ... without anybody noticing you ..........
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as a little baby .. i stood there .. in the world of giants ... trying to copy their moves ... looking stupid from above ... but still ... i want to draw attention ... anybody .. please .. im over here ... ya ... all the way under ... but still no body reaches to me ...
after lots of failures ... i surrendered to the fact that im not one of them ... im a tiny "thing" walking and imitating their actions ... screaming with all my voice ... and still no one hears me ...
frustrated with no hope ...
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need to communicate ... need to communicate ...
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Really nice! It is almost scary because sometimes you feel this way even when you are "old" enough to be noticed :S
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