Friendship woe!

I have lost a friend
I feel relived yet low
you lost that friend
Only because you said no

I had to do it
Because I couldn’t take it anymore
Yet I miss something,
The friend that I adored

But if doing the wrong thing, made him stay
And doing the right thing, drove him away
Where does that leave you, a foe? A friend?
Or just a stupid girl, who should have never stepped his way

I wonder if I was a friend to him
More than he was a friend to you
Yes, he said I was one of his trusted friends
Yet you couldn’t say that about him and you

So probably we are not friends
But we held each others company
I know almost everything about him
And he knows nothing about you, not worth a penny

Some things are better to let go
What was never fine, couldn’t get better anymore
He was never a friend you should by now know
Why mourn a loss that wasn’t meant to be your

I have lost “someone’s” company
Just because I said no
Have I done the right thing? Yes I know!
Do I miss him? Not anymore, NO!

"If i ever had a conversation with myself

it would be like so

one part of me would be strong and ready to move on

one part would be soft and sad and try not to let go!"