You shouldn't ask what I'm thinking.

Well here you go again…


See,

It’s not that I disagree with what you’re saying...
I just don’t care.

It’s not that I think I’m right and you’re wrong..
It just doesn’t matter.


It’s not that I’m not listening.
I am.
I listened the last time too.
And the time before that.

But even those times, I just didn’t care and it just didn’t matter.



And I’m okay with that. I’m okay with the way things are. I’m even okay with not caring.

Except…


I do. I do care. I care so much it's tearing me apart.